Things aren't the same.

Thing's have changed, for the better or for the worst. An easy example of this, for those of you that watch TV, is the change from okay things, to just complete crap. The change in yourself is so minute, you will never notice it while it is happening. Think about it this way: We grow taller, not a lot for some people, but we do as we go from kids to adults. If you've ever had a pet, you will never notice how big your pet is getting while it's aging. Never is the wrong term... more like, hardly. "Never is only reven spelled backwards." -House M.D.

I don't know if it's just me, but I feel like things have changed so much since I was a kid. I don't want toys or video games constantly, yes I still want them, but I don't need them. I used to be a little dumb kid, not really good at anything in school, sucked at athletics (not that that's changed much) but, what triggers these changes? It wasn't like I woke up one morning deciding that I wanted to be smart, not that I didn't want to be smart, but more like wanting to put that thought to action. But being wise is different. You become more and more wise by trial and error, or even trial and succession. As a kid you touch the red stove, you yell, you cry, and your mind automatically says: NO MORE RED STOVE TOUCHING, or else it's a hazard to life ITSELF. I lie awake some nights just in though, wondering about the world, about my life, when'd I start doing that... this...?